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Seem to only post yearly on here.. so what’s another update?

I’m about 🤏this close to having a psychotic crack.

The girl I fell the hardest for, who made me want to think about having a family with and putting a ring on it, has left me. She’s left because she needs her own space. She is the single most caring person I’ve ever known in my life. Unconditionally loves and cares for everything. She’d take care of me, groom me, help me calm down after bad dreams. She was, and is, everything I’ve ever wanted in a partner. We had a wonderful last day together before she broke up with me. I just wish i could relive that day again and again. We’re trying to be friends, but lord this is hard. I yearn for her. I had so much fun with you, was never a bad time when I was with you. The worlds problems went away when we were together. You are beautiful beyond this realm. If there is a heaven, you’re the first name on the list. There is not a single person out there that can compare to you. In every. Single. Way. You’re perfect. Everything I could’ve dreamt of and more. We have one photo together and I can’t stop looking at it. I’m in awe of you. To have had you in my life for the time that I did makes me one of the luckiest men on the planet.

I will always love you. I will always want you. You’re always going to be on my mind. If you ever come across this post, I love you. From the bottom of my heart, I love you.

recoversuggestions:

mental illness tries to make you believe horrible things about yourself, but they’re never true. you’re not weak. you’re not broken. you’re not a bad person. believe in yourself and remember how strong you are.

(via patrik-star)

dangerous-worldd:

if i ever opened up to you i was joking

(via patrik-star)